Ayoko nang mag-sori
Sawa na 'kong magsisi
Pasensya ka na
Mabilis lang ako mataranta...

I can't wait! Sugarfree is performing during Blueroast tonight, and Sugarfree is currently one of my favorite favorite OPM bands today. And my favorite song is... (obviously) Hari ng Sablay. I dunno, that verse just speaks to me. Haha, drama ba? I guess because i can just relate to it, what with everything that's been happening to me lately. I just don't wanna think anymore, I just wanna enjoy and enjoy... and because of this, sometimes i just end up doing things i wish i hadn't. It's kinda annoying really, how when some things occur, it just messes up my whole life. Not in a bad way, but it just puts a certain complication to things, and i wish that everything would just be so much simpler. Anyhow. No regrets. Whatever will be, will be...

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If there's one thing i will never ever do, and i can speak with finality because i'm absolutely positive i will never do this, it's to go for an ex of a friend. I mean, yeah, maybe after YEARS, it's okay, other than that, it's just plain bastos. What a friend... And it just says a lot about the kind of person he/she is. Yun lang.

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I had dinner with my family last sunday to celebrate marielle's birthday, and as usual, the topic of my leaving came up. My mom was saying i should leave as soon as i can because the earlier i leave, the faster i'll be able to look for a job in the states. In my mom's defense, i guess she was pretty confused too because before i'd say i'll leave june, then i said march, then i said april, and now, i'm saying i'll leave around may. But she doesn't understand how hard it's gonna be for me to leave my whole life here. She was even saying stuff like ano ka ba, you've been saying goodbye since last year! But can i just say that no matter how long i've been saying to my friends that i'm leaving, it's still very hard to actually do it... leave i mean. I'll just really miss everyone so much... Hay.