one big fight!
I was just reading chesca's blog, and i started to wonder about my what ifs. Like...
What if I went to taft?
What if I didn't join babble?
What if I had the guts to join bluerep back in first year instead of waiting til my junior year to audition for footloose?
What if I was more active in school orgs, instead of bumming around in the condo?
...and yes, the list just goes on and on and on... I'm glad I didn't go to taft actually. I love La Salle, but i knew that if i went there i'd just be seeing the same people everyday. AND it didn't hurt that going to ateneo meant that i was going to live in a condo, far away from my parents. Again, i love my parents like anything, but the call of independence was just too irresistible for me. Joining babble was a great thing for me, because i absolutely love dancing and there's nothing like the feeling of jogging onto the court in araneta with the whole ateneo crowd cheering you on. Added to the fact that that's also where i met a great bunch of friends; but i can't help but think what if i joined something else intstead? And i totally regret chickening out of many bluerep auditions, because what if i did audition, and what if i passed? Oh well bottom line is i finally did audition for a play, and that's also where i met the people who are so pasisonate with their work and who truly truly love what they are doing. A good friend once asked me, if there's anything i really regret in life, or if there's one thing i wish i could change, what would it be? And i remember answering that i wouldn't change anything in my life at all, because if i did then i wouldn't be who i am now. Although that's true, you really can't help but think about the things that you could've--or would've done differently. And sometimes, you just can't help but wish that you had the power to turn back time. But oh well, all's been said and done, my life as a college student will be officially over in a week, i'll be leaving around may, and, well, no regrets. As of now, i'll just be making the most out of my time here and just take it day by day... y'know, see what happens. Ü hay buhay parang life...
eL's thoughts @ 7:37 PM
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eLeanor. Fresh grad ready to conquer the world. Beach. Stars.
Candy. Surprises. Strawberry. Theme Parks. Shopping. Pictures. Sweets. Music. Theater. Movies. Dessert. Keeping it real. Little things. Food. Teddy bears. Hugs and kisses. Animals. Dancing. Books. Singing. Sleeping. Dreaming. Bumming. ;p